I can't continue like this.Today's the last day. I told you I'm leaving and I'm sticking to it thistime. They are offered me the full ride and I can't...turn it down anylonger. I have to start living for myself again. I was only 18 when momdied and every day I think to myself if only I had been 17, they wouldhave taken me away from you so much sooner. My life could have feltnormal maybe. As normal as that could be. I don't know why I'm eventalking anymore. You don't listen even when you are. As we went around the tree I kept having to get a little higher and at this point I was about even with their face and I could feel their breath hitting my ass and upper thighs as they were trying to smell my body. I could feel myself quiver knowing I am giving these boys a show. I became braver as the time past and I decided to really reach to hang an ornament, I took one of my legs off and stuck it straight out like a ballerina exposing a full open view of my panties I heard a whispered wow.. ’ ‘He’s hardly a ball of fire himself… anyway, have you met his wife? At least I only have to shave once a day! …Ouch!’ ‘That’s really mean! I’ve always thought her a very nice person!’ ‘But you’re not married to her! I’ll bet you a dollar to a dollop of doggy doos that she wears the trousers in their house!’ ‘Hmmmm, I suppose you’re right. Still, that’s just the right and correct order of things isn’t it? After all, I rule the roost around here!’ ‘You wish!’ ‘Ha! Ha! Ha! Little does he know!’. Iknow it's not going to be the prom that we wanted, but it will be onethat everyone can enjoy. What do you think Nick?" The three girls turnedto look at me. I awoke from a bit of a day dream."Erm, yeah, that seems fair," I agreed. I would have agreed to anythingthat these girls said. For two reasons:1) They were all drop dead gorgeous.2) I had no real interest in organising prom, I was only asked to be onthe committee because they needed a male representative and I only agreedbecause of reason.