Who do they really hurt in the long run?Who is the chump?The one who loves fully, or the one who pretends, lies and cheats behind the other's back?Alw...ys searching for something they already have, if they only opened their hearts and minds. It takes courage to open yourself up, to be so vulnerable, while the closed, protected shield cools the heart, keeping the stoked flames from catching and igniting the all inclusive passion of body and soul.There is the fear that one day, you can come home. "Sandy,are you decent?" Yeah," I replied without thinking, and the door opened. Natalie smiledat me and plopped on my bed while I was trying to pull up the rear zipperon my dress. "Philip told me a little about why you have to dress as agirl to do your catering job. And your Mom filled in the rest. So I justwanted to let you know I think you're very brave, and I don't thinkyou're weird or anything, okay? Oh, can I help you with that zipper?" Shecame over and took care of it, then asked me to. I didn't tear my eyes awayfrom Panty Boy to look at Mark, but I knew that he could see myfrantic stiffie and aching pellets, just from looking at the cover.I opened the magazine. The first pictorial was called "The alumnilet the cum fly" and it was all about this private boys' school.The first two pages showed several good-looking young men in schooluniform. They were doing school things, learning and stuff, thenstudying after dinner. A caption at the bottom of the second pagesaid, "But let's. Bonita was making trip after trip, until I asked her, "What all are you taking, Bonita?" I'm taking my guitars, and my music. I have my new violin and all of the video lessons I'm supposed to practice. You know, Daddy, I have a lot of things to take." Violin?" I asked, "When did you begin playing the violin?" When I heard all that beautiful Mozart and Beethoven music. I heard that country guy, Charlie Daniels, and I want to play like that too. I need to know how to play all kinds of.