To my parents and ( G ) mom ( S ) So I start to make my way to ( G ) with no lingerie on with thought that if he asks for a suck I was going to say no...and tell him my feelings about how I feel that he’s using me to suck his dick and nothing else even though I want him to fuck me I get to ( G ) and knock on the door and ( S ) answers the door looking hot as always in her black work midi dress ( G ) mom was a Corporate woman worked in upper management she then sed was nice to see me agin and was. It was sad to see him and the people leave but I had to stay. James would not want me to give up Eagle's Nest. The ranch would belong to our son some day.September, 1897I must get over the sadness from reading some of my words in this journal. I know that James has been gone for over six seasons. But I don't feel as if he is dead. I feel his spirit at our ranch, watching over us.John brings me happiness like a sunrise every time I see him. He looks like his father and has a white streak of hair. In the afternoon I surveyed problem alleys to see if we'd have to bring in gravel soon for them. None of my three parks got mowed; I'd have to get crews on that in the morning.My wife Robin and I had a nice four bedroom two story home in an older neighborhood. We couldn't afford to live with the rich folk on the southwest side of town, but we didn't live in the east side gangland either.We got along fabulously with our neighbors. Tom and Jeri McBain lived next door, Ron and Cindy Wood lived. “Hero Pēteris, Hero Companion Robyn, and Hero Companion Miriam - I present to you Moira as candidate to be Caretaker for Hero Pēteris and Companions and a member of your team.”She paused while first Miriam and then Robyn grasped both hands and stood on tiptoe to kiss Moira’s cheek, murmuring, “Welcome.”Pēteris enfolded her, and then urged, “Moira, sit here. Squeeze in; it’ll be tight, but it will work.” He looked a question at Soo-Min asking her to explain what he knew to be a variant from.