Instead, I cautiously ventured:“Only if you were okay about it. I don’t want to start another affair.”I heard my husband snort down the phone.�...Neither of us wants that, right? But if it’s necessary…?”“Then I’ll do what I need to do to keep us safe,” I assured him. “Now, it’s well after midnight, Pete. I need to go to sleep. I’m exhausted.”“I’m not surprised.”“And I have to get up at six-thirty.”“I’m back on duty at eight-thirty,” he told me, his breathing still coming in soft pants. “Break-out. Now I’ve never done this before without manual stimulation, but I was on the verge of having a full blown orgasm!Just the thought of Tommy writing his desires in this type of forum gave me the blissfully, soulful feeling of stimulating my eraser sized clit.I wanted to cum, right here and right now, in front of the very same computer by son wrote from his heart’s sexual appetite. I ran downstairs to the freezer in which his sperm was stored, frozen. Impatiens was getting to the best of me while. Ebony was a solitary girl and prefered the single, or at least more casual, life but Amanda needed that someone in her life. 'Its just, everything I do and everywhere I go, reminds me of him Eb' Amanda cried one day to her friend 'how can I get over him when its like hes there all the time? Even home seems strange without him there' 'Hey I know' Ebony suggested 'my dad took my brother and I out to this little hut in the forest once. You cant drive to it and its a long walk but maybe we should. To my relief, she seemed to enjoy it and after we had dried off, we headed back into the house. Camille asked to excuse them for a minute while they freshened up in the bathroom. I sat there waiting for what seemed like 20 minutes and heard Camille call me. I walked to the back of the house and there they both were, on my bed, butt naked and with their arms around each other. While I watched, they kissed and I mean KISSED!! It was a long, hot and wet one that nearly killed me watching!! ..LOL .