Take back what’s yours,” I gently teased. He guided himself into me, and it felt so good to have my husband inside me once again. I loved being wi...h Jason. But I loved being with Neil, just in a different way.I locked my arms around his neck and kissed my husband slowly and passionately, breaking the kiss to look into his eyes. “I love you, honey.” I waited for his warm smile in return, and then continued, “I love you honey, but are you inside me yet? Sorry, honey, but I can’t really feel. Lee, he might be in a bit of shower, let us wait for a while.”“Sit here Mr. Lee, I go inside and look for him,” said I and went inside and came out with tea.He took the tea and asked about my husband. I said that he will be in tour all the month except some days. He placed the empty tea cup on the tea poi and said, “Yours is very clean inside.” He said staring into my blouse.“What”, I exclaimed.“Yours house is very clean I said”, said he.“O.K., where is your wife”, I asked.“I was not married;. "I interrupted, "Please call me Ben."He continued, "Ben, the surgery was very successful. I was able to repair the damage in such a way you will lose very little mobility in your back and in fact your back is totally stable right now. However, you are suffering from what's called spinal shock which is why you can not feel your legs."I asked, "Okay, how long until I can walk again?"He answered, "We can't be sure, but it could be weeks or it could even be months until you fully recuperate."I. She sat on the floor with her back against the queen-sized bed, sobbing.Looking up, Colby saw her reflection in the mirrored sliding closet door. She hated her big thighs and her thick arms. She longed to have the looks of her teammate Courtney. To make up for it, she dedicated herself to becoming a softball star, hoping to get noticed. It did no good, as she still wasn't asked to senior prom. Now, she wasn't even sure of her softball abilities. And Alex, her biggest backer, had now become her.