He was gone now. He fought so long and hard with his cancer and wanted only to live and it was all ended in a matter of moments. I went home that nigh... and thought. The club after that was shut down and ‘The Circle of Friends’ moved elsewhere. I never really heard from Draven and the crew since that night. I was now submerged in a world of work and art. I had to keep busy for fear if I stopped I’d slip away into depression thinking about all that I lost. Time once again past me by. I once again. Similarly, I bent over her and put my right hand around over her bending body. I too started to beat the pillow softly with a hand. She got very excited with this unexpected act of me. She didn’t make any haste because baby would wake up. I realized that she was very uncomfortable with sudden invasion of me. I noticed that she tried to refrain from touching of my body. At the moment baby got to sleep well again.“ Sir… please… let me go now to prepare a cup of tea.!!!!” She pleaded.“Shhhhhh …” I. "Okay," he replied. "So will you come?" Can I bring a girlfriend. She might like it." Of course you can," he said. "As long as she is good with nudism." I'll ask before I invite her," I promised.I didn't invite Jeremy in and it didn't appear to upset him. He just nodded, then got back into his car and drove away. I spent the day working on my house and playing around on the Internet. Sure I wanted to do something more interesting, but nothing seemed to strike my fancy.Tuesday I rode the bike. ....................... As you would imagine, after my mother had introduced me to the delights of her body and sexual intercourse generally or 'shagging' as we called it at school,; curiously although we all used the 'F' word on a regular basis, we rarely connected it with the actual physical act of sex! Another thing, I should think that few of my class mates had my sort of experience, unless we were all shagging our Mothers and one or two of my friends' mums had caused me to dampen my.