Otherwise, a relationship is nothing but poison that slowly kills you from the inside out.”“Another good reason to fuck me tonight. Maybe even fuc... Jared as well,” Jamie told me mischievously, “I agree with you. Turnabout is fair play. Sauce for the goose is sauce for the gander. Retribution all the way and vengeance is mine, not some sky god’s. I’m an atheist, anyway.”“I’m a very secular Jew. No time for religion. If God exists, he’s let man warp his message so long that he’s probably hiding. To my misplaced understanding, she was not using any camisole under the t-shirt. I was directly crawling over her naked skin.There was no negative reaction from her side, which acted as a green signal for me. As I reached her underboob, I pressed her boob from down under pushing up her boobs a bit. I started pressing and releasing her boobs. After a point I stopped that and moved my fingers under her cup to touch her boobs, especially her tit directly with my fingers. Wow touching naked is. She heard voices, and then the door opened. Robby opened it."Come in," he said, as though she were retarded.She came in slowly, looking around for Ryan."He's in his room," Robby told her, walking back to the living room.She was left alone in the front hall, and she slowly walked towards his bedroom. She heard his stereo. She knocked on the door several times before she heard the music die down and Ryan loudly say, "Come in!"She opened the door slowly and walked in. Ryan looked at her then. I asked the driver to return for me in an hour and gave him a generous tip. Passing through the hotel lobby, I informed the front desk that I did not want to be disturbed. Keep moving, I repeated to myself. Keep moving. The tossled bed, echoes of passion mere hours distant, undid me and I collapsed in a heap on the floor of my room. I sobbed—great, racking sobs—until anger pushed its way to the surface. With the anger came the contents of my stomach, fortunately just a glass of wine and some.