. no, watching her face as she went through an orgasm... was so much fun in and of itself that he hadn't ever worried about himself. It was easy to be...t off and think about her, and he'd done that many times. Would she really... ?"If you think that's a good idea..." he said softly.She leaned down and kissed him briefly. "You did it for me. I should do it for you." she said simply.She dropped to her knees and spread his legs apart with her hands on his thighs. She knee-walked between his legs. Lovers. Partners. One night stands. Every type of human emotional and sexual relationship you can name. But this little true story is about trying something and knowing it was me who was wrong about myself and the kind of psychic scar it has left me with. This episode goes back to when I was 25 and I had been enjoying some wild times as Holly in all kinds of ways. I was a lot more devil may care then, regards my sex life. Hell I was well aware of AIDS and the price that could be paid for not. I saw no harm in sharing so I consented. He stepped inside, locking the door behind him, and then offered me a blowjob. I had tried gay sex before and enjoyed it so, although surprised, I again consented. He went down on me but wasn’t very good and I knew from my past experiences it would take me a long time to cum so I offered to suck him. Immediately he said ‘yes’ and I soon had his cock in my mouth. I loved the excitement and the danger of doing this in such a seedy and semi-public place. I. Susan was home from the hospital on New Years Eve day, and her mother was arriving the next morning from Long Island. She speculated that she’d come unglued at the seams if she had to contend with the open sexuality practiced by the Circle. Susan didn’t participate or even go into the core area that evening, but she did have a steady stream of visitors until Dale put a sign up that indicated the mother and baby were trying to sleep.Dale was doing yeoman’s service as the new father in caring for.