Rachel shook her head in disgust and went right to my bar and grabbed my best bottle of whiskey and two shot glasses. After two shots we both were fe...ling buzzed. She sat on my lap and kissed me whispering in my ear, “now that we’ve had a few shots, I can get down to some serious cocksucking tonight”!!!! She reached into her purse and took out a long velvet glove that women wore in the 1890’s. She unzipped my jeans reached in for my cock and began stroking it. The feeling of the velvet. I don't know, it just added to everything else and then when you didn't back me up it was just too much. That's why I wanted to go to the farm—I was hoping that would relax me, but when you said again you agreed with Cindy and Greg and then I heard the comment about rich girls I-I just lost it! When I got home that night I realized what I'd done and just wanted to die. The next morning when I saw your stuff gone I realized what I'd really done. That I'd thrown away everything—I'd hurt my best. We both broke away from our embrace and stared at each other. "Where's Louisa?" he asked. "And why are you down here alone so late?" "She's upstairs fast asleep, and I came down here to fix myself a glass of water". We stood there by the door, catching up with each other for a while. I stared deeply into his eyes, I still had feelings for him. I was lost in my own world, I no longer heard the words coming out of his mouth. My mind was occupied with naughty imaginations of what we could do. She didn't even look in the bed as she made her way to the shower. She needed to get clean, of course no amount of soap and water was going to wash away the shame and the guilt that Amber was feeling.Jon Paul, awoke as Amber closed the bathroom door. He heard the shower running. He was so proud of himself. He had won. As he started to dress he spotted Amber's cell phone on the dresser. He picked it up and scrolled down the names until he saw Bill. Ah, he thought, so here is the love of her.