No way if your smart enought to have sex with dean unprotected then your smart enough to keep the baby" i got out of my seat and went to the exit i sl...mmed the door behind me and drove home when i got home i rang harvey and said "i need you" when harvey got to my house i started crying and said "brit is pregnent and i had ago at her because she is getting ride of it" i calmed down well aleast stopped cry and got my cell i rang dean and said "what the fuck was you thinking getting brit pregnent". Deciding that he wasn't going to get anything done with the rest of the supplies without actually hauling some of it down to the house, he loaded the back of the truck down with the bags of flour, sugar, and rice. He drove down to the kitchen entrance and backed up to the door. Quickly and quietly he slipped in, pulled the two wheeled cart from the store room and made four frantic trips back to the preparation room, dumping the dry goods in a pile on a convenient pallet. He left them there. It can be very scary to let everything go. There are layers and layers of control that we exercise on ourselves and our thoughts and our perceptions of reality, and when you abandon them all, slowly, one at a time with a steady and balanced effort over a long enough time to allow you to keep this focus going and get really, really deep – you feel like there’s a lot of shit out there, just out of reach. The more you can let go, the more you can tune in, and the more you tune in, the more you. The nurse pushed my gurney a little closer. I clutched her fingers."We're still together, huh, babe?" she said."Yes, we are. Little ragged, though." I looked, and there was Helen and Charlie. And Deputy Stevens."Dan," Helen said, "We're gonna take Cindy home with us tonight. She's done here. They wanna keep you, at least overnight. We'll bring her in the morning if she's up to it."I nodded. "Sweetness, go with 'em. I'll see you in the morning, okay?"A tear coursed down her cheek. She stood and.