"Jen said "BJ was a self defense instructor in the Marines; she has been teaching me how to take care of myself and we can teach you some of the moves...if you like." I would like to try to learn some of these things. Before I was raped I was Captain of the girl's field hockey team and the girl's championship lacrosse team at the college. After the rape I didn't feel worthy any more and felt that everyone was pointing, talking and snickering about me behind my back. I can't get comfortable in. I told her that we would have to stop by the mall and get her a few business suits to wear to the meetings and to dinner. She was looking around the mall as if it was Mars; I held her hand as we walked through the mall. When we entered Neiman Marcus, Tamika asked if we were going to buy her things from here. I said yes, we have some very important people to meet later and I need her to look her best. The dress suits we chose fit her like a glove, our next stop was to a salon, and I had her. I dated a bit before I met John and then after we started going together it was just him. When we got divorced I pretty much tossed my date book, I simply wasn’t ready to get back on that horse. So my experience with men isn’t what you would call extensive. John himself was a bit on the small side, only about five inches or so hard. But that didn’t bother me then. He was effective enough to give me Robert and besides I loved him for more than his sexual prowness. He knew other ways to please me. Maybe for bridge like they suggested." She backed toward her husband. "Unzip me, will you baby?"Jack reached up and unzipped his wife's dress and then watched lovingly as she shrugged her shoulders and the garment slowly slid down the beautiful curve of her torso. He reached down the length of her long shapely legs and playfully brought his hand up inside her half slip, pushing the hem up abruptly before she had time to resist."Ooohhh!" Adie gurgled, jumping forward from her husband's electric.