I would remain as a woman the entire time I was there, days at a time, always producing more writing than I ever had before, happier than I had ever b...en, but when it was time to go home, I was more than happy to put my female side away until the next time. It never went further, and our sex life never slowed. It stayed that way for four years, that is until this past visit, and that is why I am writing. I am not sure what happened, how to explain it, or how this will change my life. I did what. He laughed, saying he was serious…I was not sure; but I wanted to have this black guy.So; by the end of that long lonely night; my black knight in shining armor was true to his word and he offered to come with me…He climbed up my car; but I then asked him to go to his place.The black guy smiled, giving me some directions.He had a very tidy and clean apartment. Once there, sitting in a comfortable sofa, he handed me a glass of red wine.We started talking and I told him about my loving husband,. Every day it gnawed at her, relentlessly, oppressively, like a blanket of smog over Manhattan on a hot humid summers day! Back in Kokomo, everyone thought that she was the "All American Girl", prom queen, National Honor Society, blonde hair, blue eyes, singing in the church choir every Sunday, volunteering at the hospital, everyone's favorite girl!!! "Well," thought Allison to herself, as she stirred her coffee and stared out at the pedestrians on 57th St., "if they only knew!" She had denied. It would disgrace us, and pose a problem for the three of you and probably the Circle. We don’t want that. We are the one couple that has gone together for the longest in any of our schools. People tell us we’re the gold standard. We do feel like role models to the other kids, and we’ve seen them modify their behavior to be more like us – not hanging all over each other, not copping a feel at their lockers, and so on.”Scarlett said, “But joining the Circle as full-fledged members is a big step..