She and her bridesmaids all looked beautiful. I loved their dresses and the stunning shades of blue she chose for them. They were so happy and excited... I enjoyed being there but I felt so lonely. I wish I could have played a part in the wedding like her other girlfriends did. I'm having so much trouble trying to handle all of the strange feelings I've had lately. I can't remember a time when I felt like this before. Her husband Brad is very handsome. I think they make a lovely couple. I wish I. If Jessica chooses the first choice which I say is the easy way out, then all that will happen is you will be thrown out of the house naked as well as being kicked out of this school. So ladies we will let Jessica think about it and we will come back in a few minutes to hear what she has decided?.When he was finished, Alex started leading the guys out of the room when he suddenly stopped, turned around and said, ?Oh by the way, if I hear anyone other than Jessica make a sound, even a moan,. I stood up unsteadily onto my legs, his eyes looking me over again and again, I felt naked as he looked, and I knew I was in a 'Flight or Fight frame of mind'.My hesitancy made him interject, 'Look, we are completely alone, now is a good time, ten minutes and it's over and come Monday it's yours'.He's closing the deal, ran through my fuddled mind, and as strange as it sounded, I thought he is right, get naked do a shot and I'm off to the bar.'OK', I said.The lighting in the room where we stood. Tears flowed, she poured herself brandy and became silent and withdrawn excusing herself for an early undisturbed night. Next day she had Mike drive her to the gatehouse, the huge and ornate gates only symbolically shut for one day each year now just to say it is no public right of way, they now stood silently open tin the sunlight he cool breeze not strong enough to rattle them in there clips. She dismissed Mike sending him to the village to tell one of the part time cleaners, a recently wed.