I started masturbating when my hormonal body started menstruating, that's when a girl becomes aware of her 'pussy', men smell you when you're in heat,...like heat seeking missiles honing in on your pussy and you walk around self conscious of your sanitary pad and you wear it like a big bulls-eye target for their cocks.That's the trouble with sex, you can't escape it, our bodies are programmed to want it and the more you try to deny or remain aloof, the more crazy you become to do it.Things. I was going mad. I did not know what to do and next day I telephoned her and she scolded me for a long time for not calling her. I said sorry to her and again one day she was out of her house and I was going mad shock and I recognized that I was madly in love with her and I can’t live without her ooh my god. I did not know what to do. I took my phone to tell her about there but I didn’t call her.I thought that if I say that she will get angry with me and our friendship may get broken. I don’t. "My wish. If I tell somebody, it won't come true," she said.She unwrapped her presents. Was appropriately complimentary about them. Then Steve handed her an envelope. Inside was a birthday card and a fifty-dollar gift card. She squealed and hugged her mom and Steve. Then she looked at me. I had a similar envelope. She opened it. Another birthday greeting. Her eyes widened. Another gift card. For three hundred dollars.Squeal! And a leap. And I got kissed full on the mouth in front of everybody.. Then he grabbed my legs and moved on top of him in a 69. He freed my cock from panties and took into his mouth. Normally I'm a very quick cummer and I had to stop him or I would have cum fast and I wanted to stay aroused. He pulled my panties off, and I sat up so I was sitting on his face. I spread cheeks and he started rim hole, fucking it with his tongue. It felt wonderful. I continued to stroke his cock, and own while he did this. Finally I couldn't take it any more and begged him fuck me..