I really hoped I had made up for hurting him and had found that I had been missing out on something for a long time. After a while we got up and dress...d I headed for the shower and damn if I wasn't still horny!!I made us something to eat and we sat and watched TV till bed time. I couldn't sleep I lay there wishing I could wake Jake and do it all again!! what was wrong with me! I have always enjoyed sex and led what I though was an active sex life but I had never felt like this before!!In the. .. or living together. This is very pleasant. I found myself cogitating on sexuality and relationships. While I know that I am not gay – I want my dad too much and I am interested in Brett, I can imagine being happy living with Rhee. But then my brain took a side channel and I imagined living with Rhee ... and my dad. Oooh.I pulled my mind out of that track, picked my head up a bit, and kissed Rhee’s right shoulder. I leaned over a bit farther, then pushed aside her hair so that I could see her. Animalism was a state all of itself and bore no relation to anything else a good woman was trained to resist. Consequently it was difficult for a young innocent like Jan to marshal any arguments against it. It was simply there this hideous, subtly obscene desire, growing like a hot coal between her legs... until all will was leaving her and she could not fight it any longer... Suddenly she could not believe it was her own voice was speaking, so hoarse with blind passion, "Here, darling... come. He also knew Collier’s thinking, ‘Never leave your money in the hands of lawyers or bankers. Plough it back into the land or buy property.’ That was Collier’s policy inherited from his father. Patricia and Collier held Matt’s birthday party in the town hall, hired at a heavily discounted rate, as Collier was the Mayor of Miranda. ‘Almost everyone who is anyone in this town will be here this evening,’ his father told Matt. The three Curtis’ were aware that this was the first public function.