So, there's nothing to avoid, is there?"I heard the receiver on her end being quietly placed back in the cradle, breaking the connection. After that, ... spent a good deal of time going over our short conversation in my head. Evelyn could be very clingy. I could see her obsessing about this and building herself up to some kind of vindictive response also.In a way, I felt that I should have seen most of this coming. After our last break up, Evelyn and I had taken great pains at avoiding each. It was like a saber, with the slightly curved point, double edged, until about two thirds back where it sprouted two buds or blunt claws to catch a sliding blade from getting onto the fore grip area in front of the cross guard.The fore grip area was rounded in an egg like cross section, the metal roughened with scale like hammer dimples for a sure grip. The cross guard had four three inch spikes about as thick as John's thumb and with very rounded tops poking up just before and behind the. .."He rubbed her back and told her to take her time."I knew you were near," she continued. "I knew you were near and you would give willingly what I was about to take. She was so young..." I understand..." No, you don't! You can't!" she yelled, pulling away. She still had her eyes on the windows, even though she knew it was safe. Anger replaced sorrow as she continued."I can't be this weak, Rob. It's not what I am ... who I am." Why would you see that as weak, Elaina," Rob retorted. "You're a. "Allen holds the paper up to his mouth, "Here's to a fun night ahead."Allen and Jerry put the papers in their mouth, wetting them with saliva, and swallowing.Allen laughs and says, "Well, it's too late to change our minds. There's no turning back now."Jerry laughs and nods in agreement. Allen lights up a joint and passes it to Jerry. They don't say much as they pass the joint back and forth. They're both starting to get pretty high. Both of them are thinking about sex, but neither one feels.