"What I did (at least) know was that I was going to go all out to looksexy and perfect for John on my first date as Cari. Much of my cravingand desire...to be appealing in appearance is due to my own perfectionismand my own personal vanity as a gal. I spent the day relaxing in aluxurious bubble bath, shaving my entire body perfectly silky andsmooth. I even shaved my pubic area so I was a 100 percent shaven"female" except for seven inches of rather obvious maleness that sooften during the day -. I did some research, which taught me that it was a TERRIBLY thorny issue. I had thought of destroying something important; or if it was small enough, taking it away and giving it to one of their Arab neighbors; or maybe just picking it up and putting it back upside-down to be a constant reminder of God's displeasure with them - but all of the many possible targets had too much religious importance. You know how crazy people can get about religion, and the people in that part of the world seem. ” "Fascinating," I said. "Tell me more." "That's it. I like being serious, reserved, sophisticated and very proper in public and then being a horny slut when I can sneak it in....like now, with you." "Well, you sure had me fooled," I said. "I was baffled by you tonight." "Good. And I could tell you're just like me. You act like you're all shy and quiet, but I could tell by the way you looked at me when I came into your room this afternoon that you're a horny guy who loves to fuck as much as I. My gut told me that these were ones he could not confirm as totally loyal to him. So, under the guise of protecting his people, he made sure any who were not completely loyal to him were left where they could be killed by a Voguel attack. It sickened me and I had not expected my opinion of the Dran to fall any lower, but I had been proven wrong.We sensed our companions were in a large tent at the top of the encampment zone and made our way there. Lillian and I garnered looks of mistrust,.