.well, like me.The weird thing is, even if I could keep going out with members of mycurrent sex, I'm not sure that it wouldn't work out the same way. ... don'tknow which side of the proverbial gender fence I'm on anymore.I don't think I care either.February 12Today was hell.I ran all around town, trying to fill out applications and interview fornew jobs. I never realized how much sexual politics went on in the wholeprocess. Stuff I used to do subconsciously now makes me either comeacross as cold. Dad had left when I was four, Sis six; just walked out one day and never had been heard from since. He had been in his final year of Dentistry School when he had met the beautiful, eighteen year old Eva Warinski, seducing, marrying and impregnating her, all within three months. Seven years later he left, going to California with his Dental Assistant and all the cash he could amass quickly.Mom struggled. At the time Sophie and I had no idea how badly off we were, how Mom had to fight to get. She had trouble getting to sleep that night, and was wakened suddenly in the middle of the night by a sound in her room. She sat up just in time to see her door closing, and felt a wetness against her face and head.She turned on the light and felt her head, gasping as she felt the oozing sliminess there. She jumped out of bed and looked in the mirror, seeing and now smelling a pair of rotten eggs which someone had poured onto her head.The gooey stuff was running down the side of her face and. 30 minutes later at the airport departure terminal with a $22.90 fare, the taxi driver opened the trunk lid and the skycap came over to take out the two suitcases while Mom was reaching for her purse. The security man opened the taxi door."Have a nice day, Mother!"She was her Mother after speaking that sentence, standing next to the taxicab and reaching into her Gucci purse and gave the pale faced taxi driver a hundred-dollar bill to pay for the fare and tip. Then she walked away after the.