I just want to enjoy my life.Last I wrote anything here it was day nine. Today is day two hundred and forty eight. So I guess I need to get this all u... to date. There is in truth, little to tell. Nene and I are happy. Life has been good. There have been no real surprises. We see John, Susan, Bill and Jass at least once a month. Nene goes shopping with the girls on occasion and they seem to get along even with the huge age difference. She is just their little sister in that way from what I can. “Yeah, you really traded up, didn’t you? Who needs a pothead male nurse when you can have a leading champion of the fucking master race, am I right?” I scoffed now, making my ex wince.“Okay, okay, touche. You fucking win! You’ve obviously climbed back out of that federal hellhole to rebuild your life and make something of yourself. Good for you! I thought that my life was great, but then Cliff got laid-off from his job due to the Recession. You know, the nasty one that happened right before the. Their voices and laughter were faint, like something fragile in the air. Even at a distance, under the soft light of a quarter moon, He could tell they were kissing and walking at the same time. They stopped walking a moment and just kissed. The man’s hands went under the woman’s kaftan and explored her body. Hayden filled his lungs with fragrant air. It should have been the two of them walking barefoot in the sea foam and sand. It almost had been. They’d had dinner on the hotel terrace. "No, I can see it in your eyes. You think I'm evil don't you? That I can't be trusted and I am just a gypsy bitch that you want to avoid." Fairuza turned and slowly walked away from him. Brian realized that he was starting to feel scared of Fairuza. The way she walked and spoke to him made it clear that he was going to regret this and that from now on he'd better watch his back. He then shouted, because he did not want her getting back at him,"Look if you have anything that is still at my.