I sat and shook my head not quite believing what was happening to me. I looked up at Mistresses smirking face and she raised her eyebrows in anticipat...on.'Please Mistress, I'm nothing but a cock-sucking sissy, who wants nothing more than to increase my femininity so that I can be a better sissy and please men and become their little living sex doll' I said.She snorted and burst into laughter. 'Oh my god, you are so pathetic, I can't believe what you will do''No mistress' I said'Right time to. But alas, she still refused. I had started to turn to reading porn stories and masturbating to achieve the sexual satisfaction that I had been missing. I loved reading stories about guys getting sucked off and that led me to reading stories from the gay section. Up until then, I had never considered man on man sex and believed myself to be 100% straight. I responded to a story that I particularly liked and made some nice comments. To my surprise, the author responded and we began an e-mail. "Some things for you to look at before bed..." Shit!" Ryan exclaimed in a whisper. "What is she doing to me now?" He wanted to march to his mother's room and either shove the disk under her door and walk away, or barge in, throw it at her and tell her off. But his curiosity got the better of him. Re opened his CD drive and inserted the disk. As he waited for the auto-play window to appear on the screen, Ryan told himself that he should absolutely stop right now and take the disk out. His hand. He told me all about his ex-girlfriend and their sex life which he obviously missed. He enjoyed relating in great detail how she had sucked his cock several times a day. I expressed surprise that he could attain an erection that often at his age. I also couldn't help but notice the growing bulge in his pants as he rambled on. It was clear that Aldous was straight but it was also clear he was in need of release. In spite of myself, I too was becoming aroused at the sight of his bulging.