I have met up with a couple of old friends who both think I amtransgender. My brother thinks that what is happening to me is bloodyhilarious. The rest...of the family are OK and supportive, but that is notmuch help.Mum keeps asking me when I am going to get some nice clothes and smartenmyself up. She means women's clothes, of course.I suppose that I am wearing women's pants and bras so I may as well gothe whole hog. God, where do you even start?(About time, I will help - Jen)December 2nd 2012Had. His dick was slipping and unable to go inside. He was irritating a lot. He told me to wide open my legs and I slowly did same. Now my pussy hole much opened and he again put his dick on pussy hole and put my legs on his shoulders now I was totally in his control. He slowly inserted his dick. It goes inside me. I was about to cry in pain but Alok pushed his dick deep in mouth. I was unable to move single inch and could not stop him move further. I hold his dick in midway to stop moving ahead. And last i asked her that I am about cum so she said” madarchod ja aaj pura chod de muje to chood” and we both cum about the same time i cum a load of it and it gave me blackout and i got kind of fainted in my mom and mom replied this is it you are weak guy I replied now what then she said you fucked me in mouth and vagina but still one hole is left and I was like are you sure she said earlier I was not sure whether my own child will fuck me but now things has changedI never fucked myself in. Jackson, Bill here has told me you are the best private secretary he has ever had, that no one has gotten into the swing of things as good or as fast as you have." I was surprised, mad, and fearful. He wasn't a cop; I was tricked into doing all those sick things. I knew I hadn't taken any money, now I was being controlled by those videotapes Ballard had taken of me. I was trembling as I said "to Clark as I had the others "it is my pleasure to meet you." If my husband and Ballard's wife were not.