‘I’m sorry… I didn’t mean to… I just thought that when you took off my veil… I’m sorry’ and with that Sumeya stood up quickly turned, ...ut I managed to grab her arm. ‘Not in the window, that’s all.’ I whispered to her and quickly looked around the room before pulling her arm to sit on the bed with me. ‘I’ve only once kissed a girl.’ I said. Sumeya nervously let out a little laugh and covered her mouth. ‘Don’t worry, the women never look over at the Haram, they don’t want to know and the men are. “I mean it when I say I’ve never been happier. I never thought that I could experience anything like this. It’s not just wearing clothes with arms in the sleeves, but it’s the way we fit together. Everything seems so natural with you. It really feels like you become an extension of me. And I love it!”“I’m glad I can make such a difference. I feel the same, in case you were wondering. I mean, I feel like it’s so easy to be your arms. I don’t know how to explain it, but it feels like I know what. I just couldn't believe how much I loved her, how much I wanted to take care of her.When Grandma arrived with the bottle, she had a surprised look on her face and put the bottle on a table out of my reach. "Grandma! I can't reach it! Would you please…" "Darling look! The front of your dress! Your milk has come in!" She was right! I hadn't even noticed, but the front of my dress was stained with two large dark spots where the milk had leaked from my nipples."I don't believe it! Yesterday, some. I will feed you.’ On that, she picked something that looked like some fried vegetables. She said the name but I couldn’t repeat it even if my life depended on it. She put the morsel to my mouth and I took it. I cautiously chewed on it and I must admit that it wasn’t bad at all, and I said so. As soon as she finished her own bite, she took another morsel, dipped it in a little bowl of sauce and put it to my mouth. I wasn’t quick enough and a bit of sauce dripped on the side of my mouth and down.