"Please Jake, will you fuck me now?"He looked at me with a pleased expression on his face and said, "Yes my dear, I will."He stood up and pulled me in...to a hug, squeezing my bare ass and shoving his tongue into my eager mouth. Then he dragged me to our room and threw me onto the bed on my knees. Without hesitation he pulled his pants down and shoved his cock into me from behind. This wasn't a position that we used too frequently, but the slap of his hips on my ass, reminding me of his hand. .. difficult, but we got through it together.”“Are we still going shopping for swimsuits?” I asked.“Your wish is my command,” he said to me.I offered my arm, and we left together. I didn’t ask where we were going, but when he pulled into the Manhattan Town Center, I realized where we were going.Richards father hated taking me shopping, but his son, with my arm in his opened the heavy glass door to Victoria’s secret and followed me in.We were approached by a tall black woman who made me look. " It was just pretend," I say."Can't it become real?" I need to go," I say. There is nothing I can do or say. I should leave.I drive off but I have to pull over into a parking lot in only a half mile and I cry. The woman soul in my male body is still strong with my emotions. Guys can be so fucking stupid! Why did I do that? I hurt both Katie and Maria.But I'm starting to understand now.I understand how strong a man's sex drive is. I understand that he would have sex with almost every woman if. Ten men had been found on the ranch that were obviously not there tohandle livestock or to do any apparent productive work. It appearedthat they were there representing the other business Judge Anderson hadreferred to in private. To cover herself and the Feds, they requestedwants and warrants on everyone. Half of the bad eggs came back withmisdemeanor warrants out-of-state. The rest came back with rap sheetsbut nothing outstanding. Privately, Leslie doubted that the sheriffwould have acted.