The skin is burning on my bottom, again the crack of the cane, tears well up in my eye' s the wrong way and run up my forehead. I cry so I get more. A...other and another, the pain is so great that I piss myself; I feel the warm liquid running down my body and into my hair and onto my face. It soothes the pain of the cane so I don't stop, he laughs. I feel degraded and even dirtier that I did before; I now try to stop the piss but seem to have lost all control. I start to cry; he walks around to. But they put it off. Until a particular occurrence pushed the quandary to the top of their to-do list.----It was a Saturday afternoon. Ella had gone to the gym for a workout, then over to Carly’s for some bedtime. Once she was back in her car, she called Hannah on her cell. The call went immediately to voice mail without a ring, so she figured Hannah’s phone was turned off or the battery had died. Hannah’s place was kind of out of the way, so normally she wouldn’t just drop by without talking. An angry voice answered.'Hi. Tamsin suggested I call about a date, but being a complete moron I forgot to ask her for a name. Am I talking to the right woman?'I heard her laugh. 'You're David then? So what did my so called friend tell you about me?''Yes, I'm David and she's been extremely mysterious. She hasn't told me a thing other than meeting up might do us both some good.''Do you always do whatever she tells you then?' Her voice still carried some uncertainty.'Pretty much.' I agreed. 'I. But fir maine khud ko control kia aur uska darwaja khatkhataya. Usne 5 minute m darwaja khola. Usne jaldi jaldi m kapde pahne the to wo dikh raha tha. Gate khol kr wo thoda dant kr boli ki ky kam h gate kyu bajaya? Maine kaha ki bhukh lag rahi thi. Fir usne ghadi ki taraf dekha to 3 baj gye the to use yad aaya ki abhi tak khana to khaya hi ni tha.Fir hamne sath m khana khaya n fir wo sone chali gayi. Mere man m to bas use chodne ka khayal chal raha tha. Fir mere man m idea aaya ki ise vigra ki.