I thrust harder.“Ow!” Shit! I felt a sharp, painful sensation inside me, cutting off my pleasure. Then I realized that I had said that out loud! I...quickly ran from the room, pausing just long enough to confirm that Brett wasn’t fully awake. He seemed to be stirring but he was still facing away from the door as I quietly shut it behind me.I raced into my room and examined my fingers. There was blood, and I also found some dripping from my vagina! I realized that I had damaged my hymen in my. "Yeah, well, I'm a little pissed at myself, too. I guess April is as well." Yeah, just a bit." What the hell*was* I thinking?" I asked no one in particular."Probably about getting laid, and not about April."I hung my head slowly. He was dead on -- I hadn't thought about April at all until she came into the room."You know she cares a lot for you." Not any more," I snorted. "I've screwed up big time. I doubt she even wants to see me again, much less talk to me." Do you want to see her again?". "I see all sorts here and she is one of the best." Thank you," I nodded my thanks, "what's you name, sorry?" Matt," he said, "I'm from Nottingham, working the summer here." Right, Matt," I said slapping my hands together, "new drink for the lady, something strong but tasty." I've got just the thing, sir," he chuckled, "a couple of these and she'll be putty in your hands."I walked to the poolside and handed down the green mixture."What is it?" she asked."The barman's special," I said. “We have talked about it on numerous occasions. I think it’s a fantasy we both have that we have never had the courage to make a reality.”“So, if I was to read between the lines, you both would like to be around like-minded people to try some new experiences?”Shyly looking at Jim she continued, “Well I certainly think that’s the way it seems. We have looked up clubs in the past but, for whatever reason, we have never been able to take that step.”“The idea of being with others has always been.