But it's not true. You said it yourself, God would never do that to her. She may not really believe that but you do; you know it's true..." by now she...was right in my face and she punctuated the rest of the sentence by poking me in the chest several times as she finished, " ... because you are in love with her!" Allison, I..." Don't you dare try to deny it!" she demanded. Then her voice softened and she said, "Jimmy, I love you so much, and I know you better than anyone else ever could, even. I was taken aback slightly, I have seen many necks, many of which had been beautiful, but not like this, the muscular tone was to perfection and I knew that it would be a pleasure to work upon. I started by placing my hands lightly on Lucy’s bare shoulders and asked her to breathe in and out gently but deeply three times in unison with me. I had already put on a CD of relaxing music to set the mood. Her top was loose and I could tell that Lucy was not wearing a bra, with each breath her breasts. I'd be alone again.I think about things too much. What's the Nike motto? Just do it. Make a decision and go. Let the pieces fall where they may.When I stopped thinking so hard, I noticed he was staring at me with a confident smile on that handsome face of his. Did he know what I was thinking? Did it matter? What was I afraid of? Being hurt? Been there, done that. Someone finding out about my curse? Maybe, but it seemed unlikely anyone would ever believe it was real. Hell, if people could. The girls had a coffee, my anxiety was too great waiting for Lynda to leave before I could find out just what happened. Lynda eventually left, we saw her out and as we reentered the house Nicolette started to spill the beans. ‘God his cum was thick ‘ was the first words she said, ‘what’ I questions ‘did he use a condom’? ‘no we didn’t fuck, I didn’t let him’, ‘why’ much to my disappointment, ‘I just let him lick me.