Agale din mummy, didi aur bua ko market jana tha to didi ne kaha k muje thoda body pain hai mai ashish k saath aapko wahin milungi (market 15 km door ...ha) to wo dono chale gaye aur me aur didi ghar me akele the didi bed pe let gai aur Kahene lagi aaai uui ye dard to mene pucha ki didi kya hua aapke move laga doon unhone kaha nahi bas agar thodi maalis hojati to maja aajata mene kaha laao me kardeta hun aaap batao kisse karun to unhone bag me se ek oil bi bottle nikali uski smell to kisi ko bhi. May us ko hamesha aapney stall say dekhta rehta tha lakin us baat karney ki himmat nahi hooti the lakin may us key boss say us ki country key barey may baat zaroor karta tha. Lakin woh bhi us key karib ja kar us ki kashis ko mehsos karta tha lakin woh mujh ko dekh kar smile pass zaroor karti thi may aap ka time karab na karteyhoi may aap ko main point bata hoon. Mai lunch time mai cafe may lunch kar raha tha to merey pechey wali table sey mujh ko kisi key roonry ki aawaz aae may ney dekha to.. And not with the other guy either with whom I had shared so much. Not a word was spoken for a while after the kiss, I felt her finger tips doing something with my shirt as, eyes closed, I was still enjoying the ecstasy of that kiss. “You are a real hunk of a guy” she whispered undoing my shirt buttons and starting to gently tease and touch my chest with her fingers. Then another kiss, this time in the turn f my neck, feeling the sensation of a woman’s warmth and touch, there is absolutely. ‘I’m sorry,’ she cooes after a minute. Her hand massages my chest. She kisses my cheek. I start to relax. ‘It just feels like I’m cheating…like I’m letting everyone down.’ I stand up. ‘Honey?’ she asks nervously. Shit shit shit. ‘It’s fine, honey,’ I say. ‘I just thought I heard my cell vibrating.’ I wait until she’s asleep that night, before slipping down to the kitchen and letting myself cry. – June 21 ‘I’m sorry about earlier.’ She looks up, gives me a sad smile. ‘It’s okay.’ ‘No. It.