I’m guessing he weighed about 400 pounds. The water probably spilled over the edge. It was a sight worthy of Fellini, but I was impressed by the man...��s self-acceptance and lack of shame.I badly wanted to be seen looking my best when I left the spa and realized that if I turned and faced the side, I could direct a stream of water at my cock, so I mustered up the courage and did so, acting casual. I was frustrated at only being seen nude in public when I was nervous, with my cock at its smallest.. " I'm skinny," she said insecurely.So that was it. Most men preferred wholesome women, with wide hips and generous breasts, capable of birthing and feeding children. More so, they were better capable of hard work, too. Joerg had grown up with a hard working mother, though, who, although being slender, had given birth to five strong children."What does it matter, Ilka? You are what you are, and you are pretty. Come close now," he said, opening his arms for her.Ilka stepped forward then, into his. I could not deny what we we both knew was true. I had spent many a moment spanking myself with Rachel’s ass on my mind. We had joked about it. I had never however, mentioned it to anyone else. It seemed I had altered the reality of the fantasy by discussing it with Kristen.“We need to talk about this” she told me. “This needs to be cleared up today, get over to my place now!”On my way there I ran it all through my mind. She seemed truly angry. Why had Kristen said anything? Why had I mentioned. In our driveto the clinic you said that you thought I enjoyed dressing you up asCindy, that I enjoyed making you act, in your words, 'all girly-like andshit'.I still believe that a feminine disguise was your best chance atsurvival. However, your words struck far closer to the truth than perhapsyou know, closer than I realized myself. You saw something within me,David, a dark and ugly place I have tried to ignore for far too long.Through you, I believe I may have begun to exact some form of.