This happens to me after I took voluntary retirement from one of Central Police Force. Lost my wife just after I left my job and my both son were empl...yee in Nationalized Bank and other in Indian Railway. I began my single lonely life in my house, which I built after I got the job, situated quit a distance from my native village in a semi – urban place. Leading toward bit miserable side of life, I was in search of some activity which would keep me busy. Though I was economically self sufficient. What could I say?She dropped it in any case. But, that was the end of our sex life. When I attempted to approach her she said she simply couldn't let a queer make love to her. We were in bed the first time she rejected me and called me queer. I immediately got a raging erection and went to the bathroom and masturbated in a queer frenzy. I imagined my wife having sexual intercourse with a real man after I had sucked his dick and then guided his very hard penis into my wife's vagina!I ejaculated. On the other hand, we could not sleep in the dress what we were wearing that might spoil the dress and we would be embarrassed to present ourselves in the day time.She suggested me to turn off the light and go to bed wearing underwear, and she would be coming to bed wearing her petticoat and bra; her idea was in the dark room we would not see each other. I followed her suggestion. I went under the quilt wearing underwear only. Although light was off, light coming from outside through window I. We got to her room and started to drink when she said she needed the toilet and off she went, a moment later she came out of the bathroom and stood there in just her top and pants I looked and she said 'well I am off to bed soon so may as well keep them off, and came and sat next to me on the bed, she is 60 but for her age nice figure and lovely tits. as we drank I said I needed the toilet and went for a pee to which she followed me to the bathroom and as I opened my fly and got my cock out she.