The rest of the day, I vacillated between being scared to death and so excited that I almost screamed. I looked at the video of Mom fingering herself,...thought of Jackie and wondered if I should have been born a girl where boys could be fucking my pussy instead of my ass, or maybe as well as my ass. But that was a situation that I could not control, but I knew that I was ready to accept that I was gay, no not gay, a faggot.As I left Saturday evening, I told my parents that I was going to meet up. The effect was interesting. She brought both hands to her mouth, which had the effect of displaying the ring to me. ‘You are a lying, cruel bitch!’ I spat. ‘The ‘love of your life’ has finally had enough! To think I’ve been worrying myself sick over you for months! Have a good life with your ‘second best lover’. Good bye!’ I turned away and marched home. I was shaking with rage. My mother opened the door to me, was about to speak, saw my face and stood back. I went straight to my room and went. There's nothing much to do.~~~Mom wanted me to buy some vegetables from the local store so she can make Grandma some soup. The problem, I didn't even know the way to the store. Mom handed me some Thailand money called Thai Baht. She told me to hurry up but I was taking my time as I walked to the store. I went inside what appeared to be a run down store, looking around for the vegetables. It smelled so bad, I quickly grabbed what Mom said to buy, put it in the bag, and gave the cashier some. Mis Davies presses her clicker and the slide changes to a table showing everyone's partners. People scramble from their chairs to the front to get a better look. A few more groans come from the crowd and a couple of celebrations. I just sit back though. No point in rushing, my partner would find me.As if on cue, I feel a tap on my shoulder. I turn around. My eyes open wide for a second in suprise. I wasn't sure whether to be relieved or worried."Looks like we are partners for this." says.