** Entry 43 **Sandy accepted my proposal. She was wondering if she was good enoughfor me. There's a lot of discrimination, and some very hard feelin...s,because women are starting to show a preference for B-guys. One talkshow discussed it, and the women said they liked having a guy who wasas sensitive up top as they were, and that it gave them something elsefor foreplay. Congress is working on laws to stop discriminationagainst Bs, but it's not going to end overnight, especially with theguys. She didnt speak to me for few mins and she started crying. I asked her sorry and she asked me not to keep my hands down.I said sorry to her and i leaned on her. She was not wearing Dhupatta and i was close to her breast. i almost leaned on her chest and started to sleep. She didnt stop me. I hold her face, turned her and i kissed her on her forehead, then on her eyes. she said ok and she wiped her tears. i kissed her cheeks and she said enough. I slowly pushed her close and started kissing her. He felt on edge the whole time, as if one more deeper kiss could send him over the edge and make him cum. Even without being touched. What an incredible, amazing feeling and experience that must of been. I was so jealous!In addition to kissing, out last time together showed that he liked to be fucked, maybe loved it. We were beinging to find and figure out our roles and own sexual identities. With David’s passion for kissing, we spent hours naked together. Laying and rolling around on his bed,. I’ll get out of your way.”“Wait!” Tara looked at me with a critical eye. “You’re going to need a strapless bra to wear under it. Do you have one?”“No.”She dug into the back of her underwear drawer and pulled out a strapless bra for me. Then she handed me a pair of small round pads.“You’ll need to fill out the bra a bit or the front of the dress will flop around and look stupid.”I looked closely at the pads.“These are for padding my bra? I’ve been using Kleenex and you had these all this.