Then I saw them inside the pool. They were talking. Jack’s hand was under water and I could notice it was on my wife's ass. I kept and eye on them t...e rest of the evening, I couldn't believe he hadn't tried to fuck her yet. When the sun came down, Willy told me it was time to leave. I just went for a minute to the bathroom and when I came back to the yard, Ana and Jack were missing again…Willy went with me outside to the parking lot and told me Jack was on his way in and they were leaving. We. “But I have to admit, I’m not sure I can handle his unconventional treatment plan. I don’t know if I can be naked in front of my children. Christ! I can’t believe Seth! That kid is hung like a horse! I’m jealous!“And Sara! How can I be naked in the same room with her?! How can I be in the same room with her when she’s naked?! I’m sorry, Rebecca. I don’t think I can do that without getting a hard-on.”I went up on my toes and kissed him lovingly. I smiled and said, “Of course you can’t, silly! I. And I knew what he was doing couldn't be right, so I asked him to stop. But he didn't. In fact, his hand slid deeper and gripped my limp cock and massaged it and squeezed it. At this point there was nothing pleasurable about it...it hurt, and I asked him again to stop. Instead of stopping, he swept me off his shoulder, took two steps back and threw me on the bed. As small as I was, it wasn't that hard for him to sit on my chest, pin my arms down and bind my wrists with some ropes he had already. How could that sort of life possibly appeal to her?On the other hand, why should I just give up so easily? If she can accept what we’ve done so far — and she quite clearly told me she can, both with words and with her body — maybe we don’t have to stop. I don’t love the secrecy, and I feel like a shitheel every time I talk to Bill, but I do love her. Even if I can only be with her some of the time, even if I can only have part of her, she can have all of me. Maybe that’s enough.The steady clink.