I needed to take a leak but I did not feel like getting up and walking to the smelly toilet shack further away. My sex life previously included some w...tersports and I had renewed interest in it and I decided to just let it go as I was, in the chair, and letting my cock decide where it would let it splash down. Hands behind my head, flood gates open and it went straight up and coming down on my belly. Little push and it reached my chest. Silly me, if someone would’ve caught me, I would have had. Holding hands with fingers locked I start going fast and hard. He starts to laugh, almost a giggle. I keep this up for a while and he is still laughing. Heck, I even bring my lips over my teeth and squeeze him hard. That gets a reaction. I tell go back to hard and fast, tip to base. Again, he chuckles. Finally I tell him I want him to cum. He tells me not like that, he says he can fuck hard and fast forever without cumming because it tickles. If I want him to cum, I need to go slow and tender.. . that package, looking like it’s going to push its way out of them. I move onto the next one and the next and the next, as they reveal a flip book striptease just for me. I lick my lips. It was too much, I felt like I was going to explode.Looking up at the clock, I grin widely when I see that it’s finally hit one o’clock. I grab my bag and force myself not to run out of work, desperately trying to look relaxed while my body screams for release. What would normally be a ten minute walk home,. I guess I'm just too honest. Whenever I looked at a group of people laughing and having a good time, I start to wonder whether there's something wrong with me. Strangely, the people who tell me to lighten up and be positive are often the people who tell me to be myself. What if I'm just sad by nature? By acting happy and positive I'm not really being myself. I guess "be positive" and "be yourself" are just lines people memorize. Often when a friend gives advice, he or she just regurgitates.