The card is the ultimate completion of a journey and denotes triumph over all adversity. This is not a card I would have expected to draw in my curren... state of mind. But the cards can surprise you. What do I really want? Is it that sense of completion that comes from having overcome every obstacle and achieving one’s goal? I think not. What I think is that I just want to feel whole again. I want my journey of the self to come to completion so I can figure out who the fuck I really am. I feel. It was great, although a virgin, he had a large stash of porn hidden under his bed which gave him hours of entertainment. The neighbor who was around his mother's age, would knock before entering and usually left him alone for days at a time.Nothing eventful happened until the night that he had decided to try smoking cigarettes. These were different times, and he had no problem buying a pack from the corner shop without providing proof of age.He opened the window as he did not want to stink up. He onlyinterrupted her to ask specific questions and tried to help her keep theflow of her thoughts intact as much as could be done."Your family is quite correct," he said when she finished. "From whatyou've told me today your reaction is in many ways that of grieving for alost loved one and trying to come to grips with that loss." I must say," he said. "Your mother sounds like an extremely perceptivewoman." Man now, she switched with my father," Jenny said."Still extremely perceptive. Does he. Because why else would you want to look at your mother’s naked body.”She paused, as if she expected me to say something. I didn’t know what. So she continued.“And then last night I saw you and Emily having sex.”My mind went blank with terror. I just froze. This was worse than being busted.“You’re having sex with Nicole. You’re having sex with Emily. And still you’re sneaking peeks at your naked mother. I’m wondering if you don’t want something more.”She paused again, but my brain was locked..