Main apne dono hatho se uski gaand daba raha tha. Tabhi woh ek bar fir jhad gayi aur usne jhatke dene band kar diya. Fir maine usse uthaya aur bed se ...tar gaya. Uski dono tange apne hato se pakdi aur usse chodna shuru kiya. Ye dekh kar to woh shock ho gayi aur cheekne lagi.Thodi der baad main jhad gaya aur usse leke bistar pe gir gaya. Hum dono thodi der chup chap lete rahe. Fir woh boli, “I love you, beta. Thanks for fucking me. Chal ab so jate hai.”Maine kaha, “Abhi nahi meri janeman abhi to. So could you be in to bondage? RYes but I wouldn't have to know about, the surprise would add alittle spice to it. C CGod what was she writing, she'd only read about in a silly magazine.So if I come to see you unannounced you may be in to a little bondageeroticism? RSounds just what I like, I would play up to it, add a bit of excitementyou know a bit of struggling and moaning so you better know what you aredoing C CJill laughed at what she was writing.But how far would I have to come to see if. We have decided to become exclusive.I know this must hurt, but I feel that I should not have any further communications with you. If we bump into each other when you are home on leave, we may say hi, but I ask that you don’t try to rekindle the feeling we have shared.You are the reason I am what I am, and I will always be grateful to you for being my friend and my first boyfriend.Emily... Well shit, that sucks rocks. I was hurt and confused. I also knew that I had to calm down and not respond. I prefer witness – I wont mind at all if you are here – I wont mind whatever you say or do. I only want one thing – I want Mike to be my first man and to share my virginity.Whats this share thing – don’t you mean you are giving him your virginity.No what I have is mine and I am prepared to share it with him – and you. I want this to be a one on one event not me giving some guy the pleasure of getting a virgin. I could do that with anybody – I want it to be memorable and special – really special.