I looked back up at her, so embarrassed that my cousin saw I got a hard-on over her. I couldn’t hold eye contact for more than a couple of seconds. ... had honestly expected her to scream and run out of the house calling me a dirty bastard or something. But she just continued to stare at me, first in my eyes, then down to the pillow covering my lap, alternating between to two. While this may have only been going on for a couple of seconds, it seemed like forever, the most awkward moment of my. How were we going to recover from such an intimate and unusual experience? My concerns were quickly cast aside, at least temporarily, when I woke up with a huge boner. As soon as I regained consciousness, I felt sexual urges for my mother again. At first, I stayed in bed for a bit and thought of jerking off before stepping out into the real world. But as I began to touch myself, I was way too excited to stay in my room and decided to join my mother in the kitchen.She appeared to be normal and. But Linda also recalled how that carefree sensuality had been crippled by her mother’s malice.One evening as they’d romped around, her mother had entered the room and had spoken with such sudden icy spite... ‘Stop it Linda! Get off him; You should be past this sort of thing now my girl!’In that instance Linda knew what was implied; that their activity was not decent. That it was indecent.At that moment something precious had been lost within Linda; and it was replaced with a guilt complex.It. She asked if I was going to take off my clothes, and with a little hesitation, I did. We talked a bit and I started to feel comfortable being naked with her. She asked if I wanted to take a walk around the pond. I mentioned going swimming a bit since I wasn't ready to go like Adam and Eve, especially with the hard-on I had.We walked into the pond and the water level went up to about our waists. It was really nice and cool and we enjoyed it.All of a sudden, someone yelled out my girlfriend's.