" I know! And I shouldn't have gotten jealous, but I did. There's this part of me that just can't stop worrying that I'm not good enough for you now t...at you get to be with Shane whenever you want. I mean, you fantasized about him for so long--how am I supposed to compete with that? He's--I mean, let's face it--he's husband material."Tracy sighed and shook her head. "He's husband material for Ria. Listen, I'm not gonna lie--sleeping with Shane is really exciting right now. But that's partly. He didn’t know if she noticed or it bothered her or anything. He did know that even if she had no idea of anything beyond the kiss, his erection poking at her would certainly have proclaimed to her what was on his mind. ‘Nice going, Tim!’ he said to himself, trying in the end to not be too chagrined about it all. These thoughts were what his week was made up of. He still didn’t have her phone number and couldn’t get in touch with her, except to go visit her but was determined to ‘be cool’ and. I need totend to dinner so after a while I go refill your drink and ask you ifthere is anything else I can do for you. You tell me "not just yet" witha smile and a wink which puts a big smile on my face as I head back tothe kitchen. As everything becomes ready I bring it out to the table andthen tell you dinner is ready as I put a bottle of wine and the corkscrewby your place. Then I light the candles and turn down the lights. I servethe food as you open the wine and continue telling me about. Meadow's version of it." I replied. "Lets walk up towards the spot and see what we get." Do we get something?" Dad asked."I will have seen four focuses now. On my home of Taluat, on Earth, on Obsidian and now this one. Each has been unique and hauntingly beautiful." Eru said in response.Beautiful indeed.The focus on Meadow was a mineral spring that rose from a mound of smooth, glistening stone. The cascade of stone, wherever the water from the spring didn't cover them, was laced with tendrils.