With effort she was able to control her breath, but his hand felt warm on her body. His other hand he placed on her forehead. "Not head, but here." he...applied a slight pressure to her belly. "Sing" he said. She sang while his hands touched her."Music comes from the heart, and the guts" he told her. "Not the head." As he spoke the word "heart" he moved his hand from her head to her chest. She opened her eyes; He told her to close them, and breath. 10 more breaths.Then suddenly he let go. When. I’d kinda like it if we could keep the feeling going,” she said.“Lea?” I said. She nodded.“I won’t be making any waves. I know she’s your friend, and she didn’t say anything negative about you that day, so...” I said.“Andrew, I’m not talking about just not making waves. I would love you even more than I already do ... I mean ... if you could see your way clear to forgive her those stupid remarks. You know this one time,” she said. I stared at her kind of coldly, but she was now my wife, and she. I dressed nicer today than usual. A little something to make me feel pretty. I was an expert at makeup now and my hair was down to the middle of my back and wavy. I felt great. Adam and Gina were at Adams parents for the weekend and I decided to go for a walk and enjoy the day.As I walked I reflected on the changes in my life and how I felt about them. I did enjoy wearing women’s clothes, and I did like looking good. But I was still a man, wasn’t I? I was so caught up in my thoughts I bumped. We—and I mean all eleven of your girlfriends, haven’t been paying attention to what you need.”“For once, we’re not talking about keeping you sexually exhausted,” Donna laughed. “You’re providing an opportunity for all of us to live together, travel together, love together. Without you, we’d all fall apart. Oh, Joan and Beca would continue to be a couple. Rachel and Livy would find a way to be together. The rest of us would try to stay together but eventually we would discover we didn’t have the.