?My actions truly regretted and?still beyond my own comprehension - beyond my own control - It's the?dripping. It's?a constant relentless rhythmic?sen...ation that beats in my mind also and drowns my thoughts and blurs my own notes to self.?It is dripping now as I stand here waiting. I part my legs slightly so that the warm air might dry me and provide some relief from the wetness. The?action bringing no relief, and only an extra flush to my face as I?feel knowing eyes watching me. I?close my. I let go of your balls slowly & notice you have a raging hard on in your frilly panties, I wink at you pulling my hand down your inner thighs & say you will regret having a raging hard on & walk away. I arrive at the room while your still in the bar. I have placed an array of tools & implements on the bed side table. I light some candles & put some porn on the tv. I adjust my tits under my long coat as you walk into the room I tell you to walk back out of the room & knock till I open it you. However our little daily get together in the bathroom lay hours ahead. It seemed that I urgently had to find relief on my own. Once I was finished, I stood up and carried my plate to the sink. As I passed in front of the table on my way upstairs to the privacy of my room where I could replay my fantasies, I saw that the tent in my shorts had caught my mother's attention. She must have hesitated at first because she didn't call to me until I was in the middle of the stairs. "Simon, wait, I want. . look I’m not one to allow strangers in ,but this blizzard is only supposed to get worse.... you can stay but I’ll need your wallet as collateral?!?! He reply’s “yes ma’am ,anything you want!!!!!”.... your able to lock this room off from the rest of the house but the man is young and handsome and your horny and warming up... maybe you’ll take him up on his offer to anything you want?!?!...you tell him to stay put ,feel free to enjoy the fire as you yourself get a quick rinse! He finds you.