-Two nights and most of two days passed as quickly as two hours at the Shady Rest Motel. The light of the morning sun began to fill the bedroom on Wed...esday. I closed my eyes tight, but I knew I could not put this off. Ralph would be in the place where she laid too soon and there was nothing I could do about it.Our few days together had only reinforced how my life had been for so many years - no c***dren, no love, and a man that I should have not married. Back then, how was I to know what love. Neil made more notes. "Andrew?" Well I think Tim presented himself well. It's been a long time since I did any implementation or project work, but I thought his presentation of those things was watertight. After that I don't thing I'm qualified to say a lot." Charlie?" I don't understand half of what Tim was talking about. I've worked in the IT world for thirty years, but I don't pretend I understand what you do. What I do know is that Tim's record as a project manager in this place is second. Beth was nohelp at all and after mom left the room I asked her why me. "Because, 1,your family, 2, I don't have anyone else, 3, you really want to do thisfor me but are afraid to admit it, and 4, I don't give a damn whatanyone thinks about it. If we do this right, nobody will know except forthe family, and they have already agreed to keep silent." "You toldthem!" "Of course! I had to, or they could have wrecked the wedding!"She was right about that at least. But I had never once, even. I got on well with her and we had a few laughs, I told her once that she looked good in her uniform, but she thought I was taking the piss, but just said, "Oh yeh" and flashed her eyes at me, when I said she looked horny in it. Several times she had asked, "Why do you think I'm horny in my work gear", I gave her an honest answer,"Shows off your slim body well and that lovely arse, add to that your pretty face and I get all sorts of thoughts", she smiled, "Dirty ones knowing you".... She.