My ladies, and all of my Moms were more than a little nervous as they thought that they were suddenly going to be alone. “Ladies you have to trust i... what all I am saying, you are free to go anywhere on this reservation to see anything you want as between Teddy and the Widows you own the entire place. You will be all in on the women’s Grapevine as my husband calls it within a few days. I want you all to get comfortable and let Sonja, Willow, and Meadow, and a few others to help all of you who. It wasn’t what I thought of as a manor house, but it was easily the largest house I’d come across in the area. We agreed on eight o’clock with Jane saying I was okay to bring Aggie with me. We then chatted for another ten minutes or so, mainly about why I’d moved here. She laughed when I told her just how impetuous that decision had been.‘Well let us hope that we can ensure that it was a good one,’ she said as we parted company.Aggie looked at me as if to say ‘about time’ when I called her to. And accept that he can love another woman, just as I can. I let go of my anxiety, insecurity, hypocrisy, etc. and embraced the idea that Jason is here with me, and with Lacey now, because he wants to be there with me ... and now, us. Everything that he has done, the patience, sweet surrender and submission, trust that he has shown me, and now us ... it has shown me that I was wrong to let jealousy and resentment affect me so much. I was wrong to be so paranoid. I have learned so much about. She played the part well, scripted and robotic, just like our lovemaking. But I wanted and needed someone I could share inappropriate laughs over the silliest things, a sense of excitement that goes with breaking the rules. I thought the time Andrea and I spent at the photography retreat was just a one-time deal until we kept in touch over email, text and phone. She became more open about her feelings, her sexuality, and I just had to have her again and again. She brought out this side of me.