I’ll never get an opportunity like this ever.”“Great, I’ll throw in something extra for you. Only for today I’ll let you have her for an ext...a half hour free.” he gives me the money and we walk up the stairs to Marissa’s room. I knock and open the door. She’s sitting on the bed playing with her phone. “Marissa say hi to Steve, Steve say hi to Marissa.” Marissa puts on her warmest smile. “Nice to meet you.” she says. I gently push Steve forward. “Don’t worry you’re gonna have fun with her.” I’m. "I wasn't her lover but we were friends, companions, in our travels." I went on to tell her my story even before the Day and up until now. All through it, she held my hand and looked at me with those eyes. You can lose a lot of sorrow in her eyes. Finally, I ran down.She squeezed my hand gently but firmly. You will meet the right girl. You came close three times, two of them romantic, but it will happen. It is natural for you to be worried that you are bad luck and it's tough to lose people. We. ’ ‘Oh Jason. I haven’t seen you for… I-I mean I haven’t…well…seen anyone in…sorry don’t want to bore you, just tell me how you are please.’ I forgot that she developed that stutter, never able to allow her thoughts to flow after her devastating incident. ‘I’m doing great!’ I told her ‘The reason I called up is I wanted to go out with you this Friday night.’ ‘Oh, um…where do you…where?’ ‘I don’t want to spoil anything but I promise you it’s nothing you haven’t done before. ‘ No response. So I. I pointed to the carpet and she lowered herself onto all-fours, and keeping her eyes transfixed on the ground, I proceeded to tighten the collar around her delicate neck.We both knew that whilst she was wearing this collar, she was mine, under my control, and I wanted her to trust me. “You trust me, don’t you?” I asked kindly. She nodded and smiled, “Yes master,” she replied. I frowned, looking down upon this wreck of a girl. By day, a flirtatious drama queen, by bed- a dirty slave, to be.