. are ... you... ?" I sobbed as I struggled to fight against her. My heart was crushed by betrayal. The entire trip was a lie."Astarte, Queen of Heave...," moaned Stella. "I will again rule."I screamed in agony as my treacherous lover raped my soul.Queenie GlassnerChase screamed.The world rippled and grew dark. Stars burst across the blue sky as night suddenly fell. "It's Astarte!" I screamed, my fever dreams coming back to me. "She's hurting Chase." That fucking bitch!" Rex snarled, rising. I got on the train in a first class carriage (using the card he gave me to pay for his dry cleaning and that was going to pay for a good night out for me and a couple of friends tonight) and was joined a couple of minutes later by a hot looking guy who smiled nicely and sat opposite me, we got talking and I told him what happened he said I should get my own back so I explained I had one of his credit cards and was going to max it out before I told him to get lost, he thought that was funny and. “But not if you’re going to freak out again. It’s getting really old, Dave. We have played with this fantasy for years. You tell me, over and over, that you want it, but every time we try to do something you change your mind or get pissed off. I don’t want to do that anymore. Either we’re doing this thing tonight, or we’re done with it completely. If we are, then let’s do it! If not, then let’s go home. Are we doing it or not?”I glanced from her to where Jared was waiting, watching us, then. Somehow I feel a bit naughty, being in his world in his absence. Still, I wander, and take in photographs, miscellaneous items left out in haste, or for display. I don’t open anything, I just observe. Coming to his bedroom, I look in, inhaling his scent, lingering here in his space. Smiling, I can’t resist the desire to lie on his bed, still unmade, seeing exactly where his body rested. We haven’t yet been intimate, but the attraction to him is immense, and undeniable to me. Setting the beer.