It’s all about WHY they do them.”Wondering if Marcia was coming back or if she went up to the room I had come to grips with the fact that I needed...to hear what she had to say—all of it—then see if I could make sense out of it. There was no question that I acted like a jerk. Worst of all, I had a raging erection. When I saw Marcia coming back I was surprised to see that her head was high, her shoulders back and she was walking with confidence. As she neared the table I stood up and tended her. I wanted so bad to tell her about my dream, but I knew I had to wait and find out about Julie. She did ask me what made me say her name to the nurse when I woke up and I told her that I did have a dream during my coma and I don't know why but she was in it. It made her smile.The next morning Tony was back with a wheelchair and told me Annie had said I overdid it yesterday, just like in my dream. Next, he was supposed to tell me about our plans today and that's what he did."Well, we're going to. Of course I would say yes, wouldn't you?The next night I met him at the gas station, just like we had planned. He had a need for speed, which turned me on. We flew through traffic like it was a game. I looked over at him, to see him glancing back at me. He had the sexiest smirk on his face I had ever seen.He got off the interstate, and headed towards the outskirts of town."Where's this party at?" This really nice spot I know. Oh, I suppose I should have told you earlier but there won't be. Do youunderstand? She nodded her head yes and I snapped my finger.As soon as I snapped my finger, she fell back into her chair and passedout. It worked. The funny thing is for a split second I myself passedout. It was like when you're really tired and you close your eyes andyour head falls back but you catch yourself.That should have been a sign but at the time I didn't know I was in facthypnotizing myself as well. I guess I should not have sat her down at hermakeup table with a mirror behind.