Nothing frightened him more than this."How should I put it... For a long life, the wind and rain in the past will eventually turn into interesting mem...ries. Now that I think about those things, they are actually quite interesting. It's not like I don't like it or not, it's just a different perspective on the problem. "Qin Yuqiu" had a gentle curve on the corner of his mouth, and with his nimble and slender fingers, he stroked a strand of hair that was blown to his eyes by the wind back behind. It was like another dimension for me. Here I could make new friends and we could say anything without being judged.I met many good friends online. Of course, there were times when you are looking for sex online. It was 2001. I was around 21 years of age. I used to chat in different chat rooms, perving around at times and participating in serious discussions. In one such time when I was home for vacation (from the hostel), I met a girl in one of the chat rooms and we started chatting and went. Do you remember? I’m starting to look flustered, I look down at myself and my chest has a taken on a new colour, only I know it’s a sign of arousal or is that still me being naïve? I bite my lip and look up at you it’s an amber light and I can’t wait anymore, don’t you see! I breathe all of you in and when I exhale my breath is shaky, with it comes a noise that you’d only recognise if you heard it. I hate this part but I have a tingling sensation working it’s way towards the very part of me. She walked over to hug me, and then turned to face my brightly lit aquarium. "This is so beautiful and peaceful. I just feel ... feel like I want to lay down here and let uh, your aquarium, the gentle sounds and beautiful fish, the corals ... I just could watch them forever, right now." I know baby. I've sat and watched them for hours a few times myself."When I felt her gently hip-check me, I knew she wanted to go. I stepped up to the curved glass and hit the automatic lighting timer button. I.