After the funeral Steve asked what i was going to do i said i was going home to just be by myself for awhile i needed time to figure out what i was go...ng to do i had a house that i was now alone in no Beverly to run my life pretty scary stuff for an eighteen year old to grasp. My life was forever changing i now wanted to be Amy forever if it meant me having a surgery in a foreign country that would make me Amy i was all for it. I knew that i still had school to think about as well I had laid. " Tasha said, that enigmatic smile still on her face. "You're drunk, Tasha," Michael said, shaking his head. She laughed. "Yeah, more than a little. I think maybe I should go to bed." He helped her up the stairs, she was clearly more drunk than he'd thought, and to her bedroom. She turned at the door to face him, "Look, I'm sorry we fought, but I'm not sorry for what I said." "I'm sorry we fought too," he said, smiling a little as the tension between them drained. She pulled him down a little. That accidentdidn't kill my father. It killed my daughter. You see, I am?or was?JohnWestbrook.Oh, please don't look at me like that! Please don't look at me like youthink I'm crazy. I swear to you, I swear on my daughter's memory, thateverything I'm telling you is the truth.I was 49 years old then, a very successful divorce lawyer. My wifeElizabeth?the woman you know as my mother?was 36 at the time. We hadbeen married for 15 years. Emily was our only daughter. We had agreedfrom the start that. Why should he know that she was alive? "Aren't the two of you enough?" You might not believe it," said her dad, "but we think about you all the time. We don't necessarily give you what you want," (they never gave her what she wanted) "but we think about you." No, she didn't believe it, but she saw no sense in saying that.The choir was scheduled to do "I've Come From the Fountain" as an anthem. "I want to see how it sounds with one response from a soprano, one from an alto, and one from a bass,".