She had not only lost her mother, she had also lost her best friend.One night, after Mia had gone to bed, I was sitting at the kitchen table looking t...rough some photo albums of our wedding; Mia's birth, our many trips abroad, and all the other special events that make up a person's life. Suddenly besieged with grief and loss, I started crying like a baby. I was so shaken that I laid my head on the albums and wept, wishing that I could have died along with my wife. I was so distraught that I. Doodling marked up her whole notebook as she thought about this, that, and whatever else she could imagine as the teacher spoke and asked questions. He called on Sara. She didn’t have an answer and proceeded with doodling some more. Love, us, me, and him, and all sorts of love filled doodles filled one and a half pages of notebook paper. She felt she was undeniably in love with Chet Cooper. She told herself, in that next class, that she was going to get another date with him come hell or. He slipped on his cutoff jean shorts, eased open the door, quietly shut it behind him, and headed to the barn. The moonlight was all the light needed to see the heifer standing in the corner of the pen. He grabbed a bucket, poured in some grain and set it at the front catch of the chute. Smelling the grain, she walked straight into the chute. When her head popped through the opening and she started eating the grain, Emmitt closed it snug on her neck. He grabbed the board, slid it behind her. I have not had enough practice to dress for others but i know i would be a knock out. Dan asked if i was free this coming Sunday afternoon i said that would be fine and gave Dan my address he said he would see me then and he would message me about the time on Sunday after noon. The days flew by and before i knew it Sunday had arrived my thoughts were of Dan and how i wanted to please him i knew that it would take a lot of preparation for me to look totally female. Dan sent me a message saying.