I was happy of getting rid of my lovely Victor for one night. And he was happy because he knew about the baby shower and then my girlfriends and I wou...d not come home with semen flooding between our thighs…The Wright tweens finally arrived; they were a pair of young nice bitches; bimbo style, still singles, but with many, many men between their legs… Those girls would amuse everybody there…Harold arrived and he hugged me like he had always done.I felt a kind of erection in his pants as he. ”I grinned at her and said, “That wouldn’t be a tragedy as far as I’m concerned, but I want to make sure you get what you want from this.” I grabbed a jacket and took her out to the Bronco. I drove her back to the pub, made sure her car started, and then I drove home alone. I felt more relaxed, but it was more of a mechanical thing, like the old expression, “I got my pipes cleaned.” There was something emotionally unsatisfying about it. I knew one-night stands were not what I wanted. It felt. Mimi... ?" it repeated, as gentle as the wind in the pear tree above.Reluctantly, in slow motion, Mimi raised her head to stare into the dimpled face of Carrie who stood above her, her golden-wheat tanned body audaciously exposed in a pair of white tennis shorts and a stretchy tube- top of a brilliant cherry red. "What are you doing asleep under the tree? We've been looking for you... "Oh, oh, I'm so sorry..." Mimi's bewilderment at Carrie's change of heart attitude left her vulnerably. The worstpart is he didn't have to be dead. He committed suicide, Diary, and Idon't know why. Sometimes, I wonder if he had been here, would I stillhate being a boy so much? *******My brother is gone for a week, and I miss him. I guess I should saysomething about him, he's a big part of my life. He's about as good abig brother as I could have, and I almost lost him once. See some badstuff went down, and he went to a crazy house for kids. I've hadnightmares of that place, which is why NO ONE.