”He spun and faced his mother, the look on his face halting her mid thought. Gabe’s blue eyes had gone so wide they were almost completely pitch b...ack. The thin ring of blue that was left had turned an icy steel blue and his voice dropped three octaves. The very sound of his voice sent a deep chill down Margret’s spine.“Mother. Shut. Up. You will not disrespect me, my boyfriend Cameron or my girlfriend Diane. Ever. If I say I am straight, gay or bisexual, you will accept me, love me or keep. Fuck!I step out from Mom's room into the hallway and scurry to Jenny's room.Maybe, just maybe, the key was in here all along. Jenny's face is buriedinto her pillow and her shorts have been kicked off. Her plastic pantshave come off her diaper a bit. A good big brother would fix that. Thisbig brother doesn't need his sister waking up and making a fuss. I leaveher alone.I check the top of her dresser and nightstand, moving as quietly assomeone in a crinkly diaper can while sloshing pee in his. Bus me chip ta gaya hat badal badal ke dabaya hum log baithe the so me half pant se aapna garam land nikala side se or uska hat le ke sata dia wobto dar gai jese current laga ho per kuch bol nhi pae kuin ki mera juwan uske muh k andar hi tha fir wo etna jor se dabane lagi mera land ko jo me akbaka gaya jese me kvi duduvnhi dabaye the ese pehle wese bhi wo dabane lagiFir dhire dhire me let gaya use pakad ke wo mere upar aagai me avi bi uski hotho ko chuss raha tha kvi upar kvi niche fir me apna. I've talked about this with so many different psychologists and psychiatrists that I don't think I could even write down all their names, anymore." They must have given you some insights into..." They gave me lots of insights. But most of those people didn't know what they were talking about. And when I'd try to tell them who I really was, they'd ignore it, and then they'd try to tell me who I really was. Only they didn't know! You don't learn about people like me in shrink school." Surely you.