I was ready to go, when Amanda said: „This time I will come with you.“„Naked?“„Yes.“I was dressed like usually and was ready to go alone, ...ut now I obviously agreed. That was interesting, how Amanda will handle a situation, when she is naked in market among many people. There was more than ten cars in a parking lot. Almost all the time somebody entered or came out from the door.Amanda didn’t hesitate at all. She calmly walked to the market. Some people were laughing and some angry. Amanda only. I hate myself for the reaction to her but it’s inevitable. The reason I hate is because we’re coming up on twenty years of friendship, Alyssa and I, and I don’t want to do anything to screw that up. But, God help me, I want her! Any time. Any day. Anywhere. Alyssa Collins is the sweetest, kindest, funniest woman I know. And the most loyal friend a man can ask for. One of many examples of her loving and loyal nature being that she took me in during the wee hours of the morning after Jenna. Instead she spent the next ten minutestalking to Clare about all the difficulties she'd discovered lookingafter her niece regarding the care and training of toddlers, whichhappened to be a subject they both were well versed on. Just as the nursebegan to walk over to let Clare know it was her turn for her daughter'scheckup, Clare thought to mention the new daycare that had openedrecently in town that had proved a lifesaver for her in being able toreturn to work. It had apparently been set up in. I felt a little dirty (in a nice way) so i went for a shower.In the shower, i was still kinda giddy after the night before and was replaying it in my head. Thats when i saw a shadow on the other side of the shower curtain. I dont know why, but i was petrified and daren't speak. What was going through her head? Was i good? was i bad? was i her first girl too? oh god, what have i done? what has she done to me? In the midst of my blind panic, i barely noticed that Sharon was behind me, holding my.